So many bad things that's happening to me right now I feel like I can't live like the way I use to. Things have been different.
Ex won't talk to me and I feel ashamed of myself for being the worst boyfriend to him.
Friend that hates me and doesn't care about me.
People that I care about don't care about me and I don't see the whole point of living anymore.
Now I feel like my life and my heart is broken no matter how much I want to connect with people.
Once in a lifetime one day I will just vanish and no one will notice I'll consider my life somewhere else, somewhere that no one will find me.
I'm sorry everyone I just don't know who I am anymore.