I contemplated skipping today's training, convinced myself to come, and then repeated that cycle two more times. I finally got in, but not until 11 pm. There's nothing lavish about how most of us make this lifestyle work–sometimes it just plain sucks. But there are rewards.
This week and the next are some of the busiest and most stressful I think I'll encounter in 2017. They're going to be exhausting, expensive (both physically and emotionally), and honestly they probably won't be all that gratifying in the short or moderate term. I'm doing my best to see the positive though, even if I'm at a loss currently. They will produce growth for myself, my coaching company (Great North) which deserve loads of attention right now, and those that I love and surround myself with. Stay positive people, it really is the fuel...the air, that gets us through times when there's nothing palpable to hold on to.