Every time you were looking at me with those penetrating eyes, i felt like i was being buried alive by thousands of sharp sparkles.
But that's just how i like to describe it, in an poor attempt to sound more like an artist.
Actually, i felt like you were throwing knives aiming for my heart, just by looking at me. That sorrowfully gaze, how could i ever forget it?
And those lifeless lips, i tried to bring them back to life, but it seems like my kiss is not the cure for your disease.
Who poisoned you?
Who made you become so heartless?
It feels like your eyes are begging for help yet you're declining all sorts of medicines.
Why are you like that?
Have you been that hurt that you don't trust people anymore?
Should i become a flower then?
So i can make you fall asleep at night with my perfume
So i can stay by your side, helping you to recover from whatever wound you're hiding under that painful smile.
You're acting cold towards everyone because you're afraid you'll be stabbed again. I know.
But baby, trust me, i would never hurt you.
I would rather die than let you get hurt again. But I have to admit it,every knife that you throw at me got stuck into my heart and has never been removed. And sadly, it hurts today as much as it did back then. There's one thing that i could never understand, why would you put so much effort in winning something that has already been yours since the first time i saw you walking down the cafeteria ?
i knew that my heart belonged to you.
I'm not afraid to say it. My heart still belongs to you.
And i would let you stab me one more time, if that would make you feel at ease, if that would make you feel that you're protecting your well hidden feelings.
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